Low spot

I'm sorry bout my last couple of post. I was in what I guess you can call a low spot. I couldn't find a reason to be happy but then that special someone of mine showed me that I had everything I could ask for. If it wasn't for her I don't know where I would be right now.

Nothing matters

My heart is so empty I need someone to fill it but that person can't I don't know what to do. I look all around and I ask why am I here and I get no answers that's because there is no reason for me to be here. So what's the point nobody will miss me. All there is here is pain and misery. I need out of here forever never to come back. But how, how do I do that.

Really!

You know what I guess some people don't understand me at all. All I try to do is what everyone else wants me to do but I guess it's never good enough. I just don't know what to do. I really need to talk to her but I can't cause she is to busy. I just want to be good enough.

Cold!!

Well that title has nothing to do with this post but I thought I would state a fact and that is that it is very cold where I am right now. Which is Rawlings Wyoming. I bet your wondering why I'm so far north well it is because last summer my sister and her husband (my brother-in-law) moved up here so I had to come up here and spend Christmas with them and I don't head back till next week. I said that I had to because I didn't really want to because I didn't want to leave the one I love. But I had to and I really miss her so much.

New blog!!!!

This is my new blog. I promise I will keep this one updated.