Im back!!!!!

Well I know its been awhile sense my last post so I'm gonna catch you up.

First off I am not with that girl anymore. I was stupid to think we would ever work out. Sometimes people are just not meant to be. I honestly will never make that mistake again. But I think sometimes people come into your life to put you in place so somebody else can come into your life....

Last day

It's my last day up here I'm gonna miss them but I'm so ready to be home. I miss her so much. I'm so ready to see her.

Low spot

I'm sorry bout my last couple of post. I was in what I guess you can call a low spot. I couldn't find a reason to be happy but then that special someone of mine showed me that I had everything I could ask for. If it wasn't for her I don't know where I would be right now.

Nothing matters

My heart is so empty I need someone to fill it but that person can't I don't know what to do. I look all around and I ask why am I here and I get no answers that's because there is no reason for me to be here. So what's the point nobody will miss me. All there is here is pain and misery. I need out of here forever never to come back. But how, how do I do that.

Really!

You know what I guess some people don't understand me at all. All I try to do is what everyone else wants me to do but I guess it's never good enough. I just don't know what to do. I really need to talk to her but I can't cause she is to busy. I just want to be good enough.

Cold!!

Well that title has nothing to do with this post but I thought I would state a fact and that is that it is very cold where I am right now. Which is Rawlings Wyoming. I bet your wondering why I'm so far north well it is because last summer my sister and her husband (my brother-in-law) moved up here so I had to come up here and spend Christmas with them and I don't head back till next week. I said that I had to because I didn't really want to because I didn't want to leave the one I love. But I had to and I really miss her so much.

New blog!!!!

This is my new blog. I promise I will keep this one updated.